ahem... check one, two.

nathan filibustered at 12:27:00 AM


good news from the Hollywood Reporter.

i can finally end my I-Will-Never-Blog-Again-Until-Katie-Couric-Gets-Her-Rightful-Spot-Behind-The-CBS-Evening-Newsdesk.

that being the case, i proudly present:

metamorphosis of a bad idea

ok. blogger wouldn't let me put all the photos up on one post, so i put 'em on flickr. click the link above or, just for the hell of it, here, to begin the show.

here's a different photo:

This photograph captures the exact moment I have had one too many drinks and begin telling a story.

Annie takes the chicken shit way out and starts drinking, hoping she can catch up to the point that she will find said story funny.

Doug, meanwhile, realizing that I can no longer make out shapes (and, therefore, facial expressions), makes no attempt to hide the fact that my anecdote is either (A) blatant fabrication, (B) highly offensive to any number of nearby ethnicities, or (most likely...C) both.

Jen pretends she is paying attention but has, in fact, shut down her body's internal processes and is in a catatonic state usually attained only by samurai forced to fake their own deaths.

BONUS: If you look closely, you'll notice a nearby Good Samaritan who, having noticed that I was starting to tell a story, is handing a tasty Sparks to all those unfortunate enough to be in the vicinity.

nathan filibustered at 8:39:00 PM


check out the new stomping grounds:

as of the 15th of february, the new york mets are, at least contractually, my favorite baseball team.

nathan filibustered at 9:17:00 PM


decorum and a pending lawsuit prevent me from going into any great detail regarding last night's romp through manhattan with tracy, jenny, and sadie.

i can tell you, however, that around 2am all three girls' cell phones rang in succession, which, as it turned out, served as something of a friendship barometer because one of their mutual galpals in milwaukee had just had a knockdown dragout with her boyfriend. jenny fell on that grenade and talked with her for about 40 minutes while sadie and tracy and i drank and compared birthmarks.

so, when jenny gets back to the bar all the girls start talking about this poor broken-hearted girl in milwaukee and how she really liked this guy and she's so sensitive and so on. then one of the girls casually brings up the notion that the boyfriend in milwaukee always sort of struck her as being "a bit feminine."

then the girls very gravely took turns listing the damning evidence against this "distant boyfriend," and it surfaced that:

1. her boyfriend likes baking muffins.
2. her boyfriend drinks only wine.
3. her boyfriend drinks said wine while playing his piano, during which times the girlfriend is not allowed to talk.
4. her boyfriend lives with his cat.
5. her boyfriend refuses oral gratification during movie-watching time.

in the ten minutes it took for the girls to compare their gaydar readings, my mental image of this guy went from the
Aloof Because He's Obviously Getting Some On The Side Tough Guy to This Guy.

the latter Guy (
bonus pic) is the host of this show, which for some mind-bending reason precedes NFL football on the local FOX affiliate. according to his biography, which is funnier than anything i could ever make up, "Marc resides in Oceanside, New York, with his wife, his son, and a house full of pets. He and ['business partner'] Nick still own and operate their pet shop, Parrots of the World, located in Rockville Center, New York."

i guess the point to this post is that it's important to use a non-stick cooking spray when baking muffins, as the paper wrappers can sometimes stick to the hardening batter.

nathan filibustered at 11:33:00 AM


if your eardrums got up the nerve to stage a hostile takeover of your skull and they enslaved your brain so that your sense of hearing made all the key decisions in life, you'd already know that the hong kong is currently the best band in the world.

nathan filibustered at 5:22:00 PM

in an effort to keep you up to date with the very latest goings on in the ever-evolving vida de yours truly, here's a picture from a concert i found myself at sometime this summer:

i was under the impression that this was a good photo when i took it, so, in retrospect, it actually captures the spirit of the moment pretty well. unfortunately, you can not tell that the band (named Cantnkerous) is wearing custom-fit lace masks and the lead singer has the "make me look like my brain is on fire and the smoke is escaping through my ear holes" look:

she drinks budweiser, by the way, which i know because i stood next to her at the bar earlier that night when ordering drinks for myself and ms. stokey. hey jess.

as an added bonus, here's a picture of my chubby head at the detroit airport, which has the trippiest moving sidewalk in the world, designed to make you feel as though you are a pearl in a giant neon oyster. think i'm making it up? fly there and explain to me what else it could possibly be. it's better than anything else in detroit anyway.

nathan filibustered at 4:26:00 PM


if one were to watch exclusively tv news this weekend, one would be led to believe that the greatest threat to the civilized world is unsupervised turkey-frying.

unrelated story: i saw jenna bush last night at about 4:00am in some basement bar in the l.e.s. i wanted to give her the ty-webb-to-lacey-underall-at-the-club-dinner look, but she didn't look over to my table. this was fortunate, probably, as i am almost certain that trying to plant the flag on The W's daughter gets you an fbi file.

when i feel motivated i'll write about meeting keith richards in a club called the deuce in south beach. quick preview: pink sox with alligator skin boots, marlboro light softpack, no pockets.

nathan filibustered at 4:42:00 PM


i saw the pixies at coney island on saturday night and was fortunate enough to receive a VIP ticket from some gal we met at the bar outside.

that meant free food and drink all night.

that meant that by 2:30 i was riding the bumper cars.

nathan filibustered at 1:43:00 PM


dubya just got done briefing a few chosen reporters following his tour of new orleans. during his remarks, governor kathleen blanco twice pretended to itch her lip with a clipboard so she could subtly remind the president of the names of whom he should thank. he then proceeded to mention houston, texas, praised them for taking in all the displaced, then made a joke about how he used to enjoy himself "a little too much" there. just when i thought he couldn't possibly be any less sympathetic, he just walked away from the podium without introducing governor blanco, who clearly wanted to offer her thoughts.

this guy couldn't look less presidential if he

were wearing a 3 foot rainbow afro and a "big johnson" T-shirt.
This is one day after katrina. holy shit.

nathan filibustered at 6:09:00 PM


last night was the conclusion of the bryant park summer movie festival brought to you by the good folks at HBO and some other people too probably. no one cared who.

what people did care about, rather, was that the featured film was jaws, which of course meant that everyone was psyched to see some merrymakers meet the business end of a 25 foot digestive tract with teeth.

the film was set to begin at around 7:30, but by the time my place-holder got there (thank you stacy) at 5:04 the closest 4'x4' plot of grass was about 100 yards away from the 40 foot tall screen. the only way that last sentence could have had more numbers in it would be if my friend's name were mike thirteen, which, now that i think about it, would be a kick-ass name for a private detective just trying to make a quick dime, chase a few skirts, and leave a good looking corpse.

but back to the scene. the refreshments that evening were being provided by your own damn self, so i decided that, keeping in the spirit of the event, an industrial-sized can of fosters lager would be an appropriate tipple. actually, i'm not sure why i connect fosters with blood-thirsty great whites, but it probably has something to do with greg norman. i also picked up a shiraz and a cabernet for my afore-mentioned place holder stacey and the lovely ms. lisa babcock, just in case the one or both of them wanted to get drunk and make out during the slow parts. sadly, they did not. or if they did, they should have said something.

so before the movie starts, they play an old loony toon, which makes perfect sense to show right before jaws... if you're living on the third moon of planet Insano. with the children in the audience happy but only a few short minutes from developing a crippling fear of the ocean, i too was feeling at peace until i realized that the popcorn i had purchased from the deli had clearly been there since the early days of vaudeville. luckily, the shiraz was nearby to wash the taste of death out of my gullet. unluckily, the shiraz was the consistency of a milkshake from all the sulfites and other imperfections within. i wanted another fosters, but doing so would require either a clumsy walk across a sea of mini-picnics or a battle of wills with the two unhappiest police officers in manhattan on the fire lane.

i almost forgot to mention the fire lane.

these two cops must have been caught shitting on top of the police chief's buick because they had been assigned to maintain an imaginary "fire escape path" about 10 feet behind us. as [roughly] 2,000 people were jockeying for blanket-location superiority, these two cops were yelling at every man, woman, child, or occasional squirrel that dared breech the forbidden escape path. each cop vehemently insisted that you trample over your neighbors rather than use the much more convenient walkway, which they marked off with green stakes, string, and a sign saying "keep off fire path." finally, in a moment of great determination/abject hilarity, about 100 people collectively said "fuck this noise" and just took over the whole fire path. i have no proof, but i believe the two cops spent the rest of the night trying to casually light people on fire.

so the movie starts in earnest, and people are rooting for the shark, and it sinks in that i'm less than two blocks from times square and drinking swill wine whilst watching richard dreyfuss perform an impromptu autopsy on a half-eaten naked chick. at this point, new york city registers about a 8.9 Kelvin out of 10 on my All-Things Awesome scale.

people cheer loudly for "we're gonna need a bigger boat." even my lesser-known favorite line, "i don't have any spit," gets a few spirited hurrahs from up front. we're pushing 9.2 by now. after the show, there's a mass exodus to the nearest subway and we're all looking forward to going home and sleeping off the evening's concessions.

as i'm riding the trusty N line towards astoria, an announcement comes on and garbles something about a stalled train and then service between 42nd and 59th/lex, which doesn't make any sense because at the time i am on a train that is performing just that service. the announcer keeps on saying something from time to time, but in the tradition of ny subway communications, the person speaking has apparently dunked their head in oatmeal before taking the mic, so everyone looks around at each other puzzledly, and someone will go, "did he just say that service to grand central is assumed frayed?," and the other person will respond, "i heard him say grizzly bear... did anyone else hear him say 'grizzly bear?'"

[aside: as you may know, i'm a big believer in the powers of dreams, but you can learn a lot about somebody by what they think they hear during a really distorted announcement; it's an under-rated window into one's subconscious. so how 'bout it, psychology?]

so when the train pulls into lexington, the last stop before the tunnel to astoria, a proper announcement comes over the station's public address and tells us that anyone trying to get to astoria never should have gotten on this train. this would have been nice to know before we boarded five stops ago. we should have taken the 7 train to queensborough from grand central. in order to get to grand central, we will have to change to the 4/5/6, then proceed to change to the 7, which will only take me to queensborough, at which point i will change back to the N to take me back home.

in a dignified show of displeasure, i give the finger to the public address system.

it is now 10:30, and i figure that by the time i circumnavigate my way through the nyc subway system at the suggestion of some anonymous MTA representative, i could exit the subway, catch the end of the mets game at the nearest watering hole, and grab a slice of chicken pizza.

cut to 1:30am. i am back down on the N train platform listening to the same exact p.a. announcement. i recognize one of the guys on the platform from when i was down there at 10:30. he's been waiting for three hours, and, here's my favorite part, he's still looking down the tunnel for approaching trains. check him out. the guy with the backpack:

new yorkers always do this for some reason, and when they see the lights of an incoming car, they say either "there it is" or "here it comes" out loud, whether or not they are with someone. by the time my N train arrives at 1:41, new york registers a 8.9 on a scale of fifty thousand.

long story short: jaws was pretty good.

nathan filibustered at 7:25:00 PM


i've been working.

this is unusual.

my schedule will get a little more reasonable soon, but for the time being, consider me sitting in a way-too-cold studio across from madison square garden, hanging out with my new main man stephen a. smith. here's our site.

he's groovy, but i also got a sort of mini-hug from allen iverson last night, and so now i think he's groovy, too.

his bling was inspiring. it looked like he was wearing superman's fortress of solitude on his wrist.

nathan filibustered at 10:43:00 PM


regarding my previous post, i've changed the word "tits" to "snoobs" so as to not offend anyone; also regarding my previous post: be careful what you write about...

i just had a real humdinger of a dream and, as a result, have been searching through an
online dream dictionary all morning. naturally, once i was done unlocking the deepest secrets of my subconscious as revealed by my nighttime ruminations, i spent the next 45 minutes boning up on what other people dream about (besides boning). for instance, to see or wear a wet suit in your dream suggests that you are slowly and safely exploring your inner feelings and emotions.

huh. sounds good. unless, of course, your wet suit is made out of lentils, because lentils mean that your surroundings are emotionally straining and unhealthful.

for the record, my dream was so staggeringly complex that my subconscious will undoubtedly be visible from space within the year. if you'd like a sense of its unbridled absurdity, my dream involved:

- buttered portobello mushrooms

- extra tall airplanes designed so their wings can go over highways while taxiing

- chinese lanterns hanging in my neighbor's shower

- one of the Supremes hitting on me

- a "tag team"- style robbery in a bumpy subway car

- postcards from brazil, found under my bathrobe

- terminal "blue 201... NOT blue 20" at the bus station

let it be known that all of the above appeared in my (singular) dream, though not necessarily in that order. in fact, the buttered mushrooms actually appeared at the end of the dream and were part of the peace offering i made to the Supremes girl after realizing we shared an attic. at that peace offering we drank Corona, which were arranged in my refrigerator so that all the labels faced to the right.


a team of psychiatrists on steroids and strong coffee could work around the clock for the rest of their lifetimes and not begin to scratch the surface of that deeper meaning, baby.

however, a safe bet would be "something to do with snoobs."

nathan filibustered at 9:30:00 AM


this afternoon i'm heading down to chesapeake bay for the weekend, which is good.

Karl Rove made a cameo in one of my dreams two nights ago, which can only be bad.

this kind of thing happens to me every month for about a five day span. well, not dreaming about Karl Rove specifically, but, rather, having my dreams be wildy influenced by my daily goings-on. for those five days, i have to be very careful about what i see/hear/smell, because there's a very good chance that a whole lot of it will make an appearance once i hit my pillow (a pillow that i just bought and have since learned to hate by the way).

but it's tricky, because if i watch Food Network in the morning, shoot baskets in the afternoon, and go to a Mets game later that evening, i won't dream about Iron Chef Morimoto cooking sneaker ice cream for Mike Piazza. my subconcious is much too selective and/or cryptic for that. instead, i'll be having one of my regular, garden-variety dreams, and then obscure details from the day's events will pop in there.

let me give you an example: in my dream, i'll be ice fishing naked with lisa bonet and the girls from Robert Palmer's Addicted to Love Video (this is the normal part), but then my brain will recall the commercial that came on before Food 911 returned from break, and instead of catching a fish, i'll hook this.

actually, i'm watching tv while i write this, and some grad student somewhere should write his/her thesis on the Telemundo channel and the direct correlation between the size of the co-host's snoobs and the show's proximity to primetime. if i may propose a complex theory that could take your primitive intellect a couple minutes to fully grasp:


this post became too long... i have to go. i'll give you some job updates soon.

until then, go check out Joanna Newsom, with whom i am obsessed. here's her video.

nathan filibustered at 11:29:00 AM


wait a minute...

what do Chinese people eat for breakfast?

i bet i wouldn't ever get used to it.

nathan filibustered at 1:03:00 PM



i'm writing to explain why i'm not writing, which seems to be a recurring theme to this blog. another recurring theme, i've noticed, is that of titties. sorry about that i suppose.

so, back in my queens apartment, i'm unemployed, and trying to collect unemployment for the first time in my life, which is surprising considering how many times i've changed careers in my life. by the time i retire, i will have had a job in every field excepting for cheese-stuft hot dog quality control.

naturally, job interviews will be a common event in the coming days and weeks (and, depending upon how much unemployment pays nowadays, years).

job interviews are about as fun as fishing for electric eels with your teeth. despite my aversion towards the process, i usually do reasonably well at it. it's sort of like meeting your lover's parents, only it's easier because the people you talk with aren't picturing you violating their daughter. or, if they are picturing you violating their daughter, then you didn't want that job anyway, so no harm done.

tomorrow i'm interviewing with the associated press.

other news: i'm writing a teleplay, and it will rule. i just need a name for the hero, who happens to be a detective. so if you have any ideas for me, click on my name down below this post and give em to me. it should be like Tracer Bullit, Mike Hammer, or (yes, my dear sister lara) John Belk.

oh, yet more other news: my fantasy baseball team is horrendous. belly itchers the lot of em.

ok, wish me luck, or send money.

nathan filibustered at 9:53:00 PM


the big fantasy baseball draft is tomorrow.

i will be in two leagues this year, featuring such stalwart contenders as:

Show Koko Your Tots
Drag Bunt Queens
Beer Battered Women
Knut Sachs
Steroid Testicles
Fat Boys On Diets
The Slutville Nine
Castrated By Chimps

nothing like fantasy baseball to bring out one's inner pre-pubescence.

stay tuned for future updates. not on standings, but rather team name changes.

nathan filibustered at 11:47:00 AM


oh, and audio: you were right about that whole arrested development thing.

nathan filibustered at 12:50:00 PM

i have a much to speak about, yet no time to do so.

i think i want to redesign this site.

unfortunately, i am a loss when it comes to new templates.

and when it comes to break dancing.

i am back in new york, by the way, so come see me.

you know what i loathe about the english language (besides, obviously, the rules of capitalization and spelling)? when you read that a sports star "resigns." if he retired, say so. otherwise, i might think that he (or, i suppose, she) re-signed.

it's a shame more ice cream shops don't serve pistachio. 'tis yum yum.

i'll be more prolific soon.

nathan filibustered at 12:40:00 PM


oh, tacking on to the previous [below] post:

i owe kaukauna, or, rather, his old law firm, about $1,233.71.

what's funny is that when he reads this post, he won't even know whether or not i did the math.

i'm close.

nathan filibustered at 6:23:00 PM

i will not outright say that kaukauna and i had a good time during his four days here, but i will say that i do not remember taking the above picture, and, futhermore, that the picture captures the cloudiest nanosecond of the weekend (note: weather-wise only).

nathan filibustered at 5:36:00 PM

at the podium.

name: ..nathan..
shoes: thin, uncomfortable
sleeping in: queens (the city, not Latifah)
mirror: :rorrim
throws: righty
current crush: young britt eckland
lunch: i'm into brunch now

=audio science=
=LL Robot=
=Hasser Vision=

11.04 12.04 01.05 02.05 03.05 04.05 05.05 06.05 07.05 08.05 09.05 10.05 11.05 12.05 01.06 06.06 01.07

talk to me Goose.

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